Saturday, September 23, 2006
hmmm.. today was super dots day.. haha.. tupid ppl come n find yujing trouble.. to me is findin her trouble.. sibei du lan.. haha.. but me gd boy.. never do anything de lo.. haha..
anyway.. lately i super happy.. yin wei you le ni.. Sexy Gal...!!! haha...=]
watch tv..!!! then sleep.. haha...
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Sunday, September 17, 2006
* currently... still sick... no choice with tat....
nth to post actually... mood nw was super not rite.. don feel so well... not angry.. not sad.. heart broken..? just feel strange strange de lo.. haiz.. sian..
ss... never study lo.. just one fuckin chapter... wtf..
yah... i not goin to view ur blog anymore.. even though know how to hack pw.. but don think i wan to continue to view.. cause is time to let u go.. isit..? n is also not rite to view ur blog without ur premission... even though really don wan to let go.. no matter how much i wish u don leave me.. how much i wan u to stay with me... but i have no choice leh... cause ur heart has already left me..... isit..?
prelims jia you...!!! not gd in love life.. better gd in studies... all the best for me.. n u... n ur Mr 'gd'....=]
* hope everything is false.. haha.. hope is all i think too much.. lol.. hope tis time 6 sense is not workin well...=]
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006
monday me very high.. haha.. cause soar throat.. then me totally no voice.. haha.. dots.. but then very happy.. cause i kep smilin.. also don know y... then keep disturb ppl.. disturb min yee ah.. janice ah.. seow ah.. pris ah.. see who disturb who laa.. haha.. then phy lesson.. i go draw pris hand.. big big.. write.. pris love ts.. haha...=p
another thing is super funny sia.. haha.. first period sleep.. second also sleep.. third also sleep.. four also sleep.. sleep through the day sia.. haha..=p
then after tat.. went out to jp.. then watch movie lo.. watch little man.. with some gangsters.. haha... then watch liao go bl play.. play until du lan.. haha.. then.. nite time too tired laa... then fall asleep le.. so never pick up ur phone..=p
then today... same thig.. wake up soar very pain.. but got voice laa.. then also sleeep through the day.. today don seem so happy laa.. cause veyr tired.. plus.. sick lo.. tupid flu..-_- keep sneezin sia.. don know is got ppl miss me got ppl scoldin me.. haha..=p
then went back home then 6 plus sleep until 10 sia.. then nw is 11.55 liao.. sian.. summore headache.. wah.. can die.. haha...so many illness...=p
don worry.. tis is not love sick.. lol... anyway.. wat is love sick..?
move on. move on.. move on...=]
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Monday, September 11, 2006
haiz... my hair.. haha.. dots..-_- .. ytd 2 plus sleep ah..? then today 8 like tat jiu wake up liao.. sian diao.. then go out with family.. then reach home at 1 plus.. bath then go to jp lo.. ALONE.. -_-.. cause need to take jay ablum.. hehe.. go up from the 7-11 dere.. go MJ take ablum.. go down from yellow dere.. then take bus to boon lay.. super bo liao.. haha..
then reach bl liao.. then kun kbkp here said wat kena bully by xiao di di.. -_- then i ltr join in n play lo.. but play till hang.. the bl com don like me laa.. haha... then i keep askin them go eat.. then nobody wan pei me.. T_T..
then me kun n tian n one guy all slepin at one coner of the bl 3rd floor.. dots sia.. all so tired.. haha.. then i go play dota.. come back see tian dere only.. kun missin..
then night.. he call me.. said wat come his house downstairs nw.. me blur..? nw.. i said okie okie...
then me rush over lo.. scared he got sumthing mah.. then run run run.. then crossin zebra thing tat time.. cause i got see one car turnin towards me.. but never see a car chargin towards me.. then it was like actin in the movies lo.. haha.. the car went past then i move back..like actin sia.. haha... but luckily ah.. must pray pray liao..=p
then see him liao.. then he said he quarrel with family...-_-.. then i kb him.. said WO WEI LE NI ALMOST KENA KNOCKED DOWN BY CAR LEH..!! then he also never said anything.. dots.. haha.. then me kb said.. then how n wat are u goin to tell my parents.. n ... n ... haha.. dots...=p guess who lo... then keep kb him laa.. then said i wei le ni almost kena knocked.. haha...
then sit at the blog 190 dere the playground.. then till 9 am eat liao then never eat le.. then nw is 10 plus.. dots.. then me go buy thing eat... then go back.. then co,me back still got food.. haha.. me don like to waste food.. so put everything inside.. nw super full.. dots.. yah kun tml no need come sch.. so gd.. sian sia...
nw is 12.17.. u should be sleepin le...=]
* always lovin u...
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Sunday, September 10, 2006
hmmm... nw 2.08 liao lo... haha.. me like thief nw.. haha.. like last time.. last time granny come.. then late late use com must off lights then type must super light so won got sound come out... dots sia.. haha.. but tis time is grandmother laa....
cause grandmother come.. then aunt came over to stay.. ytd also.. then both days she keep tao wo de hua.. tryin to make me said things sia.. haha... ytd is cause mother told her abt i go police station record statement.. then she said lots of things.. then ask me whether i got join...... haha.. then i said don have laa.. lol.. dots.. me gd boy.. hehe... then today is very late liao.. then she eatin apple mah.. then i see.. she ask me i wan anot.. then i anything.. then after awhile she go peel the skin then give me one new one.. then she said.. i young time keep sayin i peel for her.. cause i love peelin the skins.. then nw change until like tat.. bian huai liao.. haha.. then she just like tat walk away.... of course i got said thank you laa..=] but she is a gd aunt laa.. ( tat one help me cut hair de...)
then today.. wah.. wake up then whole body pain sia... don feel like wake up de lo.. but cant.. then decide to go jp take my abulm... with c.k.k then go dere play pool.. then eat long john.. then take bus go boonlay.. on bus then find out.. AAHHH... i haven take the cd..-_- then go c.k.k house dere do nth.. then see he tok to ppl lo.. do the ball thing... then go boon lay play dota.. then sam today come sia.. haha.. said wat she wan to learn how to play.. stunt.. haha.. but i was playin laa.. then me paly finish liao.. never see her.. call her never pick up.. then walk to busstop liao she call me said still dere.. stunt.. haha.. then i said next time lo.. sry..=]
me 4eva so lame.. don know said i tupid lame or cute laa.. haha.. i always have tat habit of askin ppl sleep early... but me super late sleep.. haha...only 2 i call her sleep early she won.. one is bingying.. another one is.. of course jing laa.. tupid de baichi.. happy le bah... but ppl maybe don know bah.. i don think i really know how to care abt ppl... i think i care abt ppl the only way is nag.. i don know how laa.. but be myself.. k.. haha.. nagger no1.. haha.. but i also don like to nag mah.. but tis is the only way i care..=p haha.. so ppl have to accept.. bleah..
haha... me keep sayin man man lai.. isit too man liao.. haha.. ltr kena ppl 'kidnapp' away liao lo...=p hope won laa.. haha.. me so lame..-_-
* always lovin u.. no worries...=] even if u don like it.. then.. hmmm.. too bad lo..=p haha...
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Saturday, September 09, 2006
hehe... today happy happy.. cause my cousin tat one very gd in com de.. he come with grandmother.. then he give me alot of things in the com.. hehe.. the dota i delet then nw got liao.. hehe.. then also got alot of prog... got one is google earth.. can see any part of the earth de.. hehe.. i can see u wors.. haha.. actually still cannot see laa.. still tryin ti figure.. then one more is call the tvuplayer.. can watch cartoon network ah.. HBO ah.. blah blah blah in the com.. FOC... hehe...=]
but then bad thing is.. he bring grandmother come stay mah.. then nw she sleepin with me in the same room.. n tat means.. i can use the com late late liao.. aah... last time is granny.. nw is grandmother.. sob sob sia.. haha...
hmmm.. today all i wanted is just purely sms u.. don wan to let u feel i rushin u or wat.. or askin for an answer... but sms sms sms.. then also don know y laa.. then the topic go more n more strange.. haha.. maybe is how i wanted to express my feelings.. but i said i won rush.. man man lai.. shou dao must zou dao.. understand.. tupid me.. anyway.. i hope u got read today one n ytd post.. important..=]
* always lovin u k...
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Friday, September 08, 2006
haiz.. me always like tat.. do already then come regret.. then keep thinkin y i do tis.. blah blah blah.. haiz... rmb wat i told u.. i won rush.. i will take it slowly.. man man lai.. nw then i know.. i never man man lai at all lo.. dots.. i keep rushin u for answer.. keep askin u... no link rite.. i hope u are readin tis part.. yuan liang wo de stupidnish.. don know how to spell.. forgive me.. n tis time i promise i won rush u anymore.. wat i promise.. i will do...=]
hmmm.. today went swimmin then kena slam... then after tat went bbq.. super cut short.. haha.. cause nw already 2.21am liao.. nth to write liao.. cause in my brain can only think of things to write in the first para... so byebye.. nitexz...
* always lovin u....
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Thursday, September 07, 2006
dots sia.. haiz.. nw tis tupid triangle i in.. haiz.. irriatin sia.. make me really darn fed up lo.. there is no need for the 2 of u pushin me ard.. u push me to her.. her push me to u.. halo.. u all think i wat..? doll ah..? or toy..? fed up sia.. i know maybe i just a fuckin passer by who just pass by the both of urs lifes... so worse come to worse.. be gay.. i go woo ben or dovan.... dots...-_- also got another way.. kun n sam know... but tis is bad way for me... but if really need to.. i rather chose to do tis stunt..=]
hmmm... today went tuition.. gd boy.. then cher ask me must come regular if not.. blah blah blah... then lim call me said got bbq..? then go bbq... she make me fall down on the floor.. nw eye got baluku.. tigh dere also got.. dots.. but nvm laa.. me happy jiu hao.. don wan me.. don wan reply.. suan.. u happy jiu hao..
today com screen went siao.. went in dota.. screen become sot.. too du lan.. delete dota.. think need to borrow from cat cd then re Dl again.. dots sia.. tml which is ltr.. got bbq.. but scared maybe i won enjoy it sia.. think i zi bi tml better.. haha.. cause so many unhappy things happen sian sia.. haiz..
time check.. 1.55 lo.. tml.. hmmm.. think go find my gf first.. -_- then go bbq together.. sian sia...
* i got nth to said le.. nth more.. as i said.. i not gd in word... me always said finish hang le.. then suddenly think of things i haven said.. dots.. nvm le laa.. nvm le...?
hmmm.. tong en quite cute sia...^^ but jing still cuter.. haha.. dots..
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
ouch.. my eye tat baluku still not okie.. still pain neh.. haha.. don know how to start today.. so start with tis...
hmmm.. today at least i settle one prob liao.. the prob tat i always kena trap in the middle.. haha.. tis one is brother prob.. can said settle le.. but it all depend on tian n k laa.. don quarrel among ourselves laa.. haiz..-_-
but the other one haven.. haha..
FINALLY BOUGHT MY JACKET...=] from the smaul n kevin.. nice nice...=] then sms her.. tell-in her things.. hmmm... lately weather strange strange. ppl out dere pls tc urself.. don fall sick..
tml got tuition.. must go.. force myself.. -_- then also go gym.. trainin.. so fit n no qing di.. haha.. learn from ts.. nth to blog le laa.. * i hope to get wat i wanted.. answers...
* always lovin u...
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
ppl.. tell u a tiny little secret.. appearin offline in msn sumtimes.. u sumtimes can found out alot of things de.. i believe u go sleep le.. i really believe.... but then... dots... haiz..
today went town.. then it was enjoyable for me laa.. spent alot of money also but almost all not for myself.. but for others... but i don mind..
haiz.. me really darn fuckin unlucky leh.. first.. love life sux big time.. can sux kena trap in the middle.. then nw.. second.. brother prob.. aah.. wtf.. tis one conform i trap in the middle.. dots.. but i help on both side.. cause both side also my brothers.... haiz.. sway.. must pray for everyone liao laa.... sad sia.. haiz..=[
i hope u are not avoidin me laa.. if anythin.. just tell me.. the truth.. i really don like ppl tellin me lies.. lyin to me.. i canot take it sia.. so ppl put dere pls don lie to me.. lie to me can.. don ever let me found out.. dots.. but currently.. i always found out whether ppl are lyin or sayin the truth.. lol..
I HATE FUCKIN BACKSTABBER.. hai my brother.. knn... haiz.. don know wat to do sia..
yah.. today do stunts again.. haha.. dots.. waitin is all i can do nw.. wait for ur answer nor.... all i can.. is wait.. continue to wait.... wait until old old..=p
yah.. today pei kun to hospital.. see hi grandmother.. wah.. so poor thing.. like anytime will.... so ppl.. to all teenages.. don treat ur elders bad.. treat them well.. don wait until they goin to..... then treat them well.. it will be too late.. don wait until lose sumthing liao then come n regret... it will be too late.. too late...
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Monday, September 04, 2006
i finally read ur blog le... but it just make my feelings worse.. i don know wat i goin to do next.. wat i can do... heart broken season to me..?
u sick.. i worry.. u sad i sad.. i really wan to cheer u up de leh.. today try tokin to u.. cause saw ur nick.. so just try sayin very bored.. then u said no mood then i said wan to share but u don wan... then u said can u stop puttin tis idoitt expression.. ..>>=] dots..
mel also say.. i don dare to tell u how i feel.. is like. i tell le got use mah.. isit it the same.. then she said never try how u know.. is like.. i try try try.. n i think if i continue she really find me super fuckin irriatin lo..
today just help jing settle her love life prob.. then night time mel tokt o me so much.. is like.. afternoon i council ppl.. night kena council.. but.. no use de laa.. i still prefer me council-in ppl..
lately me strange de.. outside quarrel.. at home also.. every single one of the family member i also quarrel with liao... today outside was super du lan liao laa.. reach home.. so many things happen again.. haiz.. i don know how much longer i can take it sia..
i wan make myself as happy as possible.. so tat.. u see me.. i will always be happy de.. i hate myself for not cherishin u last time.. but dere is nth i can do nw le.. but ti live in the regrets..?
* always lovin u.. missin u...
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Saturday, September 02, 2006
time 1.11 am.. is sat liao.. hmm.. i also don know ltr i will be goin anywhere anot.. nobody jio me out neh...
ytd.. went boon lay.. cause nw is sat liao.. mornin kena sumbody sms... wake me up...-_- then went bl... hp no batt sia.. luckily at 3rd the place thee auntie still okie ah.. help me charge.. if not.. die.. sure gone case.. haha..
then play dota lo.. so sian sia.. then reach hime.. last night quarrel with sis liao. then came back quarrel again.. jing also quarrel again.. haiz..
then me went to see tv.. kind of regret sia.. cause today all the show tat i record.. all abt LOVE.. all abt losin ur love ones.. wtf.. aah...
haiz... today reach boon lay = bl then saw kun.. cause got call him.. then reach dere.. was like disturb him mah.. ask him.. oi never go out with the 2 gals ah.. or they ps u go out with other boys.. haha.. then he tell me tat.. u high fever.. me was like stunt.. wtf..? then i ask again.. wat u said..? high fever..? kun nodded.. -_- they just abt to eat mah.. then me went over to another table.. n was thinkin should i call.. hmmm... i call... the phone.. ring 1 time.. 2 times.. 3 times.. 4 times.. 5 times.. u pick up... u high fever ah..? yah.. dots sia.. hmmm.. i only can make myself sound saracit because tis is the only way to care abt u openly bah... last time also like tat.. haiz... but at least u pick up the phone.. already make my day somehow better... because i happy tat u pick uo the phone... then it was ard 7 plus.. cause hp no with me.. chargin.. then get back the hp.. was thinkin should i sms u anot.. cause i worry.. i tent to worry alot.. if u still don know.. but scared u think i fan... but then i still sms u la... u never reply.. till ard 9 plus goin home tat time.. u sms me.. at least u reply.. at least.. u told me chargin phone so never see.. i believe.. cause u reply.. wo xiang xin ni... dere was 2 show i recorded today.. one is ge dou tian wang.. another one is charmed.. haiz..
wo shi DuanYuQiao hai shi WeiYinQi...?
because YeYouLi like DuanYuQiao.. n he like her... but they nw cant be together but they will be together after many test n problem.. but WeiYinQi like YeYouLi... she don like him... n they won be together de.. so.. which one is me..?
charmed one is.. piper lose her husband in order to fight on.. n see tis liao.. i am so afraid tat i will lose u lo.. i really don wan to lose u.. will u come back to me..?
but after all... i don have the rights to take away her freedom of being loved by others.. so long as the guy is true to her... i ok with it..
am i really okie with it..?
lately de blog hor.. really make me sound really heart-broken neh.. because i really am.. u see me 'outside' like nth happen.. till u see the 'inside' haha.. dots..
nth to write le la.a. i tired.. goodintex...
*always lovin u.. thinkin of u
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Friday, September 01, 2006
hmmm... today actually also don wan go sch de.. the cross country.. but go lo.. last yr liao.. then done everything..rainin liao.. then me bring one big big de umbrellar come sch.. purple colour then brand is ribrena.. -_-
then reach dere.. then slack..t hen at first mr lee don wan let me run i was like.. wtf.. haha.. dots.. then he said go la go la...^^ then me go lo.. find sam.. cause me lend her the big umbrellar.. then me reach downstairs.. then saw mdm wong.. haha.. then borrow umbrellar from her.. yellow colour de.. haha.. i use..=p
then me walk lo.. then not wet at all de...=] then took back the umbrella then chun beng get no 19.. then i took the medal then put put put.. then cannot find him.. reach home liao.. then he call me..-_- then me monday return him..
then went home.. then go pri sch.. at first cant go in.. not wearin sch base.. but me smmugle.. haha.. then went in..saw my frens.. happy happy.. then we go eat roti prara.. then while waitin.. aimee was drinkin water.. then me though u close the cap liao... me take the bottle then splash.. water come out.. haha.. then me move back.. then never kena me.. but me fall down.. cause behind is slope.. but luckily never really fall laa.. if not.. nw in hospital liao..=p
then went jp.. then also nth to do.. went jp de library.. then dere chat chat.. happy.. then they went off liao..
then i call kun see he where mah.. then he said go **** house downstairs sit n chat.. okie lo.. me reach ard 6 ah.. then went to find poka green tea.. cannot find sia.. ur house mama shop so lousy.. then went over the road also don have.. aiya just grap one green tea then drink lo.. then went back.. saw kun n si already dere..think she went home le..
then kun n si tell me sumthing.. -_- i was WTF..? blur..? question mark...??? then i also don know should i beileve anot lo.. first they tell me she simply just..... nw different story again... blur lo.. then abit confused.. make me really lun sia..
then me finish the bottle liao.. was du lan n confused mah.. haha.. then me use alot of force throw towards the wall.. then it bounce back.. hit above my eye... then nw zhong liao.. haha.. one big baluku dere.. haha..
then we finally move away.. cause they saw bug flyin ard..-_- then i went boon lay.. then kun after tat come.. then play dota.. then went home.. then saw the tags.. hmm.. thx for everyone concerns...
but as for anonymous... got 2 person ah..? i know one is conform is **** because of ytd post.. then other one tag at 1 plus one..? is who..? same person ah..? how come i got a feelin tat.. one of the anonymous is qi n other one is ****...
hmmm... is not i wan to be strangers de lo.. u know sumthing.. everytimes.. if a gal tell me she like me or wat.. then if i don like her.. i maybe will avoid her.. but tis time is complete different lo.. u don like me at all.. but i avoidin u.. i don know y.. i know i said be frens.. maybe just to make u feel better wat.. but i worried u know.. scared u know.. i scared tat i might anyhow think.. tat.. someday or somehow u will eventually come back to me.. i don wan have tis kind of feelings... is not i don wan to tok to u.. maybe the power of rejection is too hard for me to handle again... i will to be ur fren.. but i will still hope...........
just be careful who u mixed ard.. be careful because i care..
wo hen lun.. i really don know whose words can be beileve de lo.. wat i post on the 31 aug is true.. i will leave u.. but tat does not mean anything...
because i still love u...
i was usin hanchief then inside put rice.. then rub.. i rub n rub.. n i think.. wat if u were here.. helpin me.. or just maybe........ but will tis things happen.. i hope i hope.... but tis pain is no painful than wat i sufferin inside nw.... hmmm.. i really make myself sound really weak without u...
are u leavin me for gd..? really leavin me..? really no chance le mah..? will u come back to me if i ask u to..? will u..?
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